I've been waiting for you

Drove past your house at 11.15pm tonight. Saw 9669 parked inside. Been a long time since I saw it. Been a long time since I saw u as well. Wished I could call you. Wished I could talk to you. Wished I could be with you.

6-11

Dear

If only I could turn back time. If only you had told me your issues. If only you had asked me to stay. If only.

Dear

I want to ferry you around in my new car. I miss you.

Dear

I dont't want to call anyone else dear. It feels so wierd, to call someone else dear.

Why must this start?

27th June 2010
0800hrs

I really hate you. 2 years ago, you caused me so much misery, so much heartache, yet 2 years down the road, I still feel the same. I thought getting someone else will allow me to forget you, but the pain would not subside. I really hate myself for still missing you, for comparing every other girl with you. You have set the benchmark, an unachievable standard.

I finally understood how you felt last time. When you said you just wanted to be left alone, when you just wanted your own free time after work, when you just didn’t want to meet. Perhaps it’s a little too late, When you wanted to get back together in February, I would have agreed, if not for the fact that I was disappointed that you actually had your share of fun with your those flings, and treated me like a backup.


2nd July 2010
2030hrs

Still feel so close to you, as if you never left me. I could imagine myself talking to you, like what we used to do. So many things I wish to tell only you. If only I could just drive over to your place now, but I know I cannot do it. Time waits for no man.

5

My first fren's wedding that i attended was kershin's. Was filled with emotions that nite. When i saw how happy the couple was, i told myself, yes, i know who is it i wanna stand on the stage with, pouring down the champagne and cutting the cake with. Maybe exactly 5 years ago, i did not dare make this proclaimations. But, right now at this moment, at the day which is supposed to be a celebration of half a decade of my life shared with this wonderful woman, i know what i want. No matter wad happens, i still wanna say these words to you.

I finally found someone that knocks me off my feet. I finally found the one that makes me feel complete. It started over icq, we strated out as friends It's funny how from simple things the best things begin This time is different and it's all because of you. It's better than it's ever been cause we can talk it through. My favouite line was "Can I call you sometime" It's all you had to say to take my breath away This is it, oh I finally found someone, someone to share my life. I finally found the one to be with every night. Cause whatever I do, it's just got to be you. My life has just begun, I finally found someone.