Woke up at 9, Chang say he not feeling well, not gymming, so i slept again till 11, then gymmed myself. At 9, when i lay back in bed, i picked up the phone again, but i know i cannot call you. Hug my dear lil bolster and asked him when will this whole nightmare be over. Is it going to be over in a week? a month? or will it ever ever be over? I want you to know that no matter how much u hurt me, i really still love you as much. And all i want is for you to be back my side.
I promise that if you wanna go out with ur coolheadz for all the drinking and over nite stuff, i will really give in to you. I will not be not happy or wad. Please come back. I really cannot do without you. You must be wondering why i am not calling you or wad, i promised you i will be guai. Now that u are gone, this is the only thing left i can do, that is to keep my promise and hope that one day, this will all be over.
Went to watch Get Smart today, nice show, full of funny scenes. Finally, i got to laugh a little. But, I feel very very empty again. Saw that u called me. I had to off my phone, coz when my phone is on, i will keep hoping every second that u will sms me to say that u have decided to come bac. It really really hurts. Bolster is very dirty with all my tears, maybe its time to change his cover tomorrow.
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