Day 8

Why must u still call me to get irritated with me? Why must u be so selfish. Do u think i believe that u do not love me at all these 5 years. I do not believe you at all. This is what i get for loving you with all my heart for 5 years, for staying true to you and standing by your side through all your downs for all these 5 years. I got a sorry from you after u walked away, and without any explanation. This is fucking irresponsible. Why must u do this to me? U can be irresponsible in your job or towards your frens or wad, but why must u do this to me? After 5 years, you tell me you feel that u want to let it go. Why not fucking tell me this after 5hours, or 5 days, when we are back in 2003. Why play with me and do this. Why get my parents to like you so much and den do hurt us so bad. Do i deserve any of this at all.